I Gave Up (Most) Plastics For Lent: Here’s What I Learned
During the season of Lent, and just a few days before our family moved into our new (to us) home in the suburbs, I gave up plastic for lent. Actually, to be clear, I have called it a “Less Plastic Lent”, because I knew that there would be some things I’d have trouble getting without plastic. The goal was to be mindful about our plastic use and its impact on the world.
My daughter, Reba, and I were well aware of our plastic use. We’d been living in a temporary place for the last six months and were eating out–a lot. We joked that we needed to make reparations to the earth for our terrible consumption habits during that season, but after a while it wasn’t funny any more. While we were bringing home disposable plastic containers, and recycling them faithfully, we were learning that our recyclable waste was no longer being taken by China and recycled–much of it was going straight into landfills. So, as we were moving into a new home at the beginning of lent, it seemed like a really good time to change our habits.
I want to share with you some of the changes we made. I don’t share them as an act of piety, or to make anyone feel badly about the way the organize their household (whoever is without sin should cast the first stone, says Jesus, and I couldn’t agree more). I want to share this with you because the theme of lent in my congregation this year–God makes beautiful things out of dust–has been the constant reverberation under my lenten practice this season. I’ve asked myself with each change in habit, “What is God doing here?”
So, here’s what I changed:
Toilet Paper.
I now buy toilet paper from whogivesacrap.com (that’s REALLY the name of the company!), a small start up. They make their products using bamboo, a more sustainable source of wood. And they wrap their individual rolls in paper, rather than in plastic like most other toilet paper you find in the store. The toilet paper is 3 ply, and thicker than I expected, which was a nice change from the regular Scott tissue I had used. And it’s comparable in price to other product. This is a subscription service, which is not everyone’s thing, but I like it. A big box of TP comes right to my door every other month.
Shampoo, Conditioner, Face Cleaner, Body Wash, Lotion.
This was a scary one for me. I’m kind of fussy about what I use on my hair and skin. But, I found another subscription service that I really like–Plaineproducts.com I’ll admit that it’s pretty pricey compared to regular shampoo and toiletries. But, the products come in aluminum bottles with reusable plastic pumps. When you are done with your bottle, return it, and Plaine Products sends another bottle.
Lush is another toiletry company that is trying to address plastic waste. They make shampoo and conditioner bars. Also, many local farmers markets have local folks that make these products too.
Dish and Laundry Detergent
I’m a fan of those pods that you throw in your washing machine and dishwasher. And I found I another subscription service that will send the product to you every few months (Dropps.com). I like them and they come in some natural, gentle, non-chemical scents. They arrive on my doorstep in cardboard containers. No plastic used at all. I have friends that make their own laundry detergent. I applaud them, but I’m not there yet. Maybe one day. For now, I’m using Dropps.
Cleaning Products
There’s not a lot of plastic free options out there. Meyers has concentrate products, but they all come in plastic. But cleancult.com is coming out in April with a subscription service of products that come in cardboard milk cartons. And in some organic food markets, there are places where you can refill containers of your favorite cleaning supplies.
Toothbrushes and Toothpaste
There are bamboo toothbrushes out there. We haven’t needed to get any yet because our plastic ones are still quite usable. Also bitetoothpastebits.com has toothpaste “pills” you bite on to create toothpaste. They come in glass bottles. I like them!
Now for the really hard stuff. Let’s talk about our food containers.
Plastic Wrap
I’ve switched to fabric covered in beeswax. You can make them yourself or by them from a company called “beeswraps”. They cover leftover dishes, the half tomato that goes in the fridge, and other things like that. And you can wash them off, hang them up to dry, and reuse them. My partner, Charlie, likes them because the beeswraps don’t get all stuck to themselves like plastic wrap does.
Milk
I switched to glass jars of milk and creamer, which I get at Kimberton Whole Foods. You can also get them at Whole Foods and Moms Organic Market.
Condiments
Most come in glass and plastic, so I am choosing glass every time.
Snack Foods
Instead of buying granola bars and cookies for the kids to snack on, I’ve been making muffins and cookies and keeping them in the freezer. My household seems to really like this for the most part. But they have missed the convenient Clif bars that we usually keep around.
Bread
Often bread comes in two layers of plastic nowadays. What a bummer. So, we started making our own bread! I’m kind of obsessed with it right now. We bought a bread maker, which I guess is cheating, but it is so nice to come home to the smell of baking bread. And I’m freezing leftover bread to make bread pudding, bread crumbs, or croutons.
Cheese and Meat
This has been the hardest one for me. I’m working on finding a local butcher, and will either bring my own container or have them wrap the meat and cheese in paper. This is a hard one at a regular store, but it can be done! Still a work in progress…
I also buy a part of a cow from my Aunt (anyone want to go in on one with us?) who raises it in North Central Pennsylvania. The butcher gives us an option to wrap it in paper, so the only thing that comes in plastic is the ground beef.
Hummus
I’ve started making my own hummus, using a recipe from my favorite place to get the chickpea delight–Palestine! And I’ve fallen in love with hummus making. I’m always working to get the creamiest hummus I can make, and every batch gets a little better.
Drinks
I’ve been keeping iced tea or orange juice in the fridge (the kind from concentrate, which is contained in aluminum and paper) so that we’re not tempted to go buy liters of drinks. That means keeping lots of fresh lemons around. And the compost pile loves those citrus peels!
Bulk Food shopping
For things like sugar, flour, oats, nuts, beans, and rice, I’m going to Moms Organic or Kimberton whole foods. You can bring your own container, or bring your own bags (I bring fabric bags) to fill and weigh. Moms even has vegetable based plastic bags that biodegrade, in case you forget to bring your own bags or containers.
Fruits and Vegetables
Instead of buying a bag of oranges or lemons or such, I’m buying individual ones. Lettuce has been difficult here, truthfully. They all seem to be wrapped in plastic. And buying like this is certainly more expensive than going to Aldis or the Produce Junction to buy veggies.
Where it has been harder
Tortilla chips. It’s hard to find them in paper bags. And we aren’t ready to start making them.
Surprisingly, spaghetti containers all come with those little plastic viewing windows, or in all plastic. We do have the ability to make pasta, so maybe we’ll start doing that regularly. But I’m not quite ready for that yet either.
Yogurt and sour cream have also been hard but I will re-use those containers for applesauce making this fall so they have have a lot more use and won’t go into recycling immediately.
We still need to buy trash can liners. And I haven’t found bird seed that doesn’t come in plastic, and we bought new pillows–and you guessed it–they came wrapped plastic! There’s still so much for which we have to be mindful.
I also recognize that the subscription services offer plastic free options, but will have more gas used with delivery. Also many of these products I’m trying aren’t locally sourced, so that’s also problematic.
The impact of this on my life
All of the changes we are making feel like things we can continue to do after lent is over. And that was the goal. It was a real eye opener to go into a grocery store the first time and realize just how much plastic was in there. It was discouraging, to be honest. But I had a lot of encouragement from friends, and I turned it into a game. Find a way to get toilet paper without it being wrapped in plastic–challenge accepted!
The food cost has been about the same, even with more expensive veggies and fruits, probably because we’re making more food from scratch. Cleaning supplies are probably about the same too. I’m still waiting to see what toiletries end up looking like, but that looks like it is costing quite a bit more.
We have been filling up about one bag of trash a week. Far less than before. We still have a lot of recycling, but more and more of it is paper, which we will eventually be able to use in the woodstove or in the worm bin. And we’ll have a better sense of the trash and recycling situation once we are really done unpacking all of our boxes from the move.
For me, this has been a way to take on an environmental practice AND a way to be more connected to God’s creation. I’m appreciating the spiritual practices of cooking and baking again, and recognizing that they don’t really take up that much time. Plus, a little time making something delicious is good for my spirit, and for my body.
I also have a heightened sense of packaging now. I notice everything. I can’t NOT see the packaging anymore. The other day, I had to buy sugar while at Kimberton whole foods. I couldn’t find a single sugar option that didn’t come in plastic. And I was really angry about it. It has been important for me to have eyes to see the ways my consumption has impacted my spirit and God’s creation.
I’ve had to learn to give myself grace during this season. This is a practice, not a perfection, and there will be times when I have to buy sugar, and it only comes wrapped in plastic. I am learning to give myself grace to find a better option next time, and to make the steps I can, where I can.
Most importantly, this has been a valuable practice of attentiveness to my impact on this earth. And it’s a practice I expect to continue from here on out.
Jesus’ Financial Text of Terror
Based on Mark 10:17-31, and borrowed heavily from the work of Ched Myers.
In 1984, Phyllis Trible, feminist theologian and biblical scholar, wrote her groundbreaking book–Texts of Terror. This book took a critical look at some of the worst stories in scripture in their treatment of women. It focuses on four stories in the Hebrew scripture–the story of Tamar, Hagar, The unnamed woman at Gibeah, and the daughter of Jepthath.
If you’ve never heard of these stories it’s because we don’t teach them in Sunday school. They are rarely preached on. Scholars and preachers can’t put a positive spin on them. They are stories of assault, violence and deeply rooted oppression against women.
While these stories are difficult, they have also been empowering for women to talk about. Because this is the struggle women continue to face today–violence, oppression, assault have not gone away. It’s been very important for women that the church honestly and publicly address these wrongs both in scripture and in our daily living.
There are another set of stories in the gospels that are also terrifying, though not in the overtly violent way that Trible’s book described in these stories about women. There are texts of terror from the mouth of Jesus–and they are terrifying because they have to do with money. Our money.
In the 39 parables in the gospels stories, Jesus talked about money in at least 11 of them. One in every seven verses in the Gospel of Luke refers to money. But how often do we talk about money in church? We talk about salvation, justice, discipleship, service, and a whole host of other things, but not often do we talk about money. Not often do I preach about money.
Talking about money (in church and culture) is taboo. We don’t want to get into it because it gets close to things that feel pretty private, pretty touchy, pretty personal. The best we do is to talk about why we should give money to the church–that sermon happens about the time when we are preparing our church budget for the next year. It’s not a condemnation, by the way, just the reality of how churches work.
But Jesus doesn’t seem to have any issue talking about money. So perhaps we should also be willing to dive in and talk about this taboo subject–this financial text of terror.
This text came at a crossroads for Jesus. This was the last story we heard from Jesus in the gospel of Mark before he turned towards Jerusalem, and towards his inevitable death. This is a theological crossroads as well, because while this rich man–and probably many others–were concerned about eternal life, what Jesus was talking about was the kingdom of God. The man was concerned about what happened to him when he died, and Jesus was concerned about how people were living here and now, and how this man’s wealth was making life for others around him more difficult.
I am convinced that this text is speaking directly to us at this crossroads. To Frazer Mennonite Church. To the Mennonite Church in North America. To Western Christianity. Because we represent the rich man.
Certainly this text can’t be about us though, right? We’re not rich. I know I don’t feel rich. I struggle some months to pay the bills. I can’t send my kids to a private school, I have debts to pay and I have to keep the lights on, food on the table, and clothes on my growing children. I’m certainly not rich.
But panning back from our own bank accounts, we middle class North Americans are among the richest 1% of the world. We are wealthy. We have resources, or connections to resources. Many of us own property. We are the rich man.
So, what is Jesus trying to say to us?
This rich man came to Jesus ready to do anything so that he could to inherit eternal life. He promised Jesus that he kept all the commandments
But–and this is something I’ve missed every time I’ve read it–no one can inherit eternal life. This statement from the rich man reeks of entitlement–eternal life, like property was something for him to inherit.
This is what we know about the rich man–he “possessed” many properties. In first century Palestine, land was the basis of wealth, and the wealthy took great care to protect their entitlement to it from generation to generation. Wealth grew for the rich in a few different ways–assets could be consolidated through marriage or political alliances. But the most common way that land could be gained by the wealthy was through debt default of the poor. When the burdens of rent, taxes and operations were too much, a poor farmer would take out a small business loan from a wealthy person. If they fell behind on those payments, they lost their land to the lender, to the rich man.
It was for this reason that there was so much inequality in the time of Jesus. And it is almost certainly how this man that came to Jesus ended up with so many properties.
Here’s the other often overlooked part of this story–when Jesus recited the commandments, and our eyes start to glaze over because we know them so well, Jesus slipped in something that’s not a commandment. He snuck in a word from Leviticus. “You shall not defraud.” In the greek, this word, translated as “defraud”, can also mean “deprive.” Jesus snuck a bit of midrash, a bit of interpretation into this recitation of the commandments. He snapped into focus the problem with the rich man’s question when he mentioned fraud–that this is how this man had become more and more wealthy. He had been defrauding the poor.
And Jesus looked at this rich man, and he loved him and said, “You lack one thing. (or, more accurately said, you do not possess this one thing) Get up (which by the way is a phrase Jesus often used when he healed someone), sell what you have, and give to the poor.” In other words, according to theologian Ched Myers, the rich man “must deconstruct the fraudulent system from which he derives his privilege, and restore to the dispossessed what has been taken from them.”
Jesus was not telling this man to change his attitude about wealth, to treat his servants better, or to change anything about his personal life. Jesus was saying here that the precondition for discipleship is economic justice. Economic justice must happen in order for the kingdom of God to be seen and known. Jesus did not seem to care about eternal life. Jesus cared about the kingdom of God, right here and now for all people.
The rich man, stung by the story, slipped away into the darkness–and was the only person in Mark’s gospel to refuse the call of discipleship from Jesus.
But the story didn’t end here. Jesus turned to the disciples and overturns, in a few short sentences, their assumptions of wealth and power coming from human merit or #blessing. And by now the disciples were confused and outraged, so they ask, “Who can possibly be saved, Jesus? The bar is too high, Jesus” The disciples felt hopeless about seeing a change to the system of oppression that was so deeply entrenched in their culture. And Jesus assured the disciples–and us–in his words, “It seems impossible to you, but to God all things are possible.”
Here’s what is so problematic about this whole story, and probably why this text is not taken more seriously in Christian circles–In capitalism, redistributive justice is heresy. The justice that cares that all are fed, that all have what they need to live goes against the over-simplistic “pull yourself up by the bootstraps” philosophy of capitalism. But for Jesus in the Gospel of Mark, redestributive justice is the kingdom of God. So those of us who are rich have reason to be concerned by this text. If we take it seriously it has an important challenge for us.
But, if we look at it from a kingdom of God perspective, to practice redistributive justice, to return that which has been taken from the poor, means that we are participating in God’s joyful economy, an economy of grace.
The rich man in this story was willing to do anything in exchange for an inheritance of eternal life. Anything except change his economic practices. Anything but share his wealth and resources.
Maybe this is why church folks doesn’t talk about money that much, except to talk about our congregational budgets. Maybe this is why this text feels terrifying. Because Jesus is asking us to turn our economic systems upside down. Jesus is asking us to move from a reliance on capitalism to a reliance on the economy of grace, a reliance on the upside down kingdom of God. Jesus is asking the church to look differently than the economic systems that exist outside these walls.
You will hear me talk a lot about God’s love. And rightly so, because Jesus said these difficult words with deep love for the rich man. But church is also about mutual accountability and discipleship. So, if we are going to truly live as members of the reign of God, Jesus’ words are clear–wealth amassed on the backs of poor people must be redistributed. Discipleship is about following in the way of Jesus, a way that demands economic justice.
Are you feeling terrified by these words from Jesus? Are you feeling prickly? Are you considering this whole Jesus-following thing? Jesus’ words here are biting and personal.
It’s ok. It’s ok if these words from Jesus are terrifying. It is ok if they feel like too much work, to much to ask. Too much to give up. Because we are not alone in feeling this challenge. We rich North American folks can take this challenge and face it together.
Having these hard conversations about money brings to light all the practices we employ without knowing their impact on our neighbors around the world. And just as it has been essential to women around the world that we talk about the violence against women found in our scriptures and in our daily lives, we too must wrestle with these terrifying stories from Jesus about money and its violent impact on poor people around the world.
Because changing how we use and amass our wealth and possessions doesn’t just save us rich people. It saves everyone. AMEN.
#Blessed
I revamped this “oldie but goodie” sermon and preached it at Frazer Mennonite Church and Church of St. Martins-in-the-Field.
October 7, 2018
Based on Job 1:1; 2:1-10
If you are on social media, like instagram, twitter, or facebook, you may be familiar with hashtags. You put the hashtag in front of a word or phrase you can search for the phrase and find out what people are saying.
The one I see a lot is #blessed.
“I got into graduate school” #blessed
“I went on the vacation of my dreams.” #blessed.
“What a great day with my best friends.” #blessed
It’s become the equivalent of a humble brag. Folks don’t like to say how much money they have or how many good friends they have, or what an amazing school they are attending, so they say they are #blessed.
But in this particular context, “blessed” is used in our culture as lucky more than anything. They feel lucky to have gone on vacation, gotten into school or have so many friends. But blessed? I don’t know. Blessed is one of those biblical words that has been removed from our relationship with God, or falsely used to talk about our good fortune. And I would like to explore the nature of this word, in the context of the book of Job.
There’s a lot in these verses from the book of Job that are disturbing. Just listening to this text again gives me the shivers. God was playing games, using Job as a pawn to prove the goodness of Job.
So, here’s a little backstory on this book. Satan–better translated as–the accuser or the adversary–is an associate of God’s. It’s Satan’s job to wander the earth, and gather the worst of humanity. So Satan reported to God that after journeying the whole earth, he decided humanity was made up of bad people. And God, unconvinced, reminded Satan of Job.
Now already in the first chapter of Job, Job’s children were killed in a freak accident, his oxen and camel were stolen, and his servants were murdered. And after Job heard this news, he tore his robe, shaved his head, sat naked in a pile of ashes, and worshipped God. He said, “Naked I came from my mother’s womb, and naked I shall return there; the Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord.”
And now, in chapter 2, the part of the book that we just read, God invited Satan to test Job once again. And God gave Job over to Satan, and Satan inflicted sores all over his body, from the soles of his feet to the top of his head.
I take issue with humanity being used as pawns in a game between God and the Adversary. I have to be reminded–when my blood begins to boil and I begin to take this story literally–that this is a story written by humans about humans trying to understand the place of God in the suffering of this world.
So, in this sermon, I’m not going to get into the issue of humans in this chess game between God and Satan, because this story is a literary device. This book is a classic theodicy–a kind of story used to interrogate the ongoing human struggle and ask the question: Where is God in this human mess of suffering and evil?
You may have read other books outside the bible that try to address this question too: CS Lewis has written a few of them, like The Problem of Pain and A Grief Observed; Night by Ellie Wiesel, and the contemporary work The Shack.
Job and his wife had been through more than their fair share of suffering in a very short amount of time. And in her grief and frustration, Job’s wife says to Job, “You should Curse God and Die.”
Maybe you can relate to Job’s wife’s anger here. I’ve had more than a few days where I’ve had some very unsavory one-sided conversations with God. I’ve cursed God. I’ve cried out to God, “Where are you? Why aren’t you fixing this? What good are you?”
Maybe this is not something you want to hear your pastor say, but I have to be honest about this. This relationship with the divine is not often an easy one.
Curse God and Die–That’s what Job’s wife suggested he say to God. In taking a look at the Hebrew word for curse here, you’ll find something very curious. The Hebrew word for curse is actually “Barach”.
Besides this being the first name of our last president, who knows what Barach means?
It means to bless.
So why does this phrase get translated as “curse” rather than “bless”?
According to Biblical Scholars, this word for bless, barach, is also a euphemism for “curse” because no one would want to actually say “curse God” out loud. That would be blasphemous. So instead, Job’s wife says, “Bless God”, but we all know what that really means.
It is like families 100 years ago saying that their daughter was “going to visit family out of town” instead of saying she want to have a baby. Or like saying that someone “passed away” instead of saying that they died. Sometimes it’s easier to sugar coat the language we use than it is to say what we mean, and what is really on our hearts. So “Bless God” is just a nicer ways to say “Curse God”
Job’s wife could have been blessing or cursing God. We don’t know which it is. Maybe it was both. Rabbinic scholars believe that blessing and cursing is very closely linked. Because how can we bless God when good things happen but not hold God equally responsible for bad things. If we are all about blessing God for the good things, should we not also bless God for the bad things? If we are going to curse God for the bad things, should we not also curse God for the good?
We want to attribute the good things in our lives to God but then perhaps we must also attribute the bad things to God. And this is where I start to get a little nervous. Does this mean that when bad things happen, they are God’s doing? Because it starts to feel like we are living in a Biblical theodicy, that perhaps God is pulling strings from heaven, deciding when good things and bad things happen. It starts to feel like maybe we need to tiptoe around God and not raise the ire of God.
But for many of us, we operate with a view of God that is like this–God is someone we have to appease to make our lives good. If God is angry with us, then we can lose everything. And I have trouble with that concept of God. It’s one that doesn’t take into account the institutional sin and oppression to which we are inextricably bound. You can be a good person,but if you are born in a refugee camp in Syria, life is just going to be tough. You can pray every day, but if you are born into poverty, you will have extra challenges in your life.
You can go to church every single Sunday, read the scriptures faithfully, do all the right things and still get diagnosed with a debilitating disease, or have fertility issues, or struggle with depression or addiction.
Things happen. Life happens. Sometimes it’s all really good, sometimes it has its ups and downs, and sometimes it’s challenge after difficulty after trauma.
So if we are going to bless God for the good, perhaps we also need to ready to bless God for the bad. Because good things are not about being lucky or #blessed by God. More and more I understand this life to be about God walking with us, in the #blessed and in the #worst day ever.
You will never hear me say as a pastor, that God made a good or bad thing happen just for you. I believe God’s power is far more creative than that. When I pray for healing, I do that sure that healing will come, but not always in the way we expect it and not always with immediate effect. When I pray for a change in a situation in my life, I pray convinced that in whatever happens, God will walk with me. When I pray for an end to suffering, I recognize that while the suffering may not end, God will give me strength.
God is not our fairy godmother, available to grant our wishes. God is not our puppet-master, pulling the strings while we have no control or agency in our lives. God is not a sadist, waiting eagerly to ruin us when we screw up.
God is love.
It’s as simple as that.
God. is. Love.
And that love is the kind that walks beside us in good days and bad, in terrible life circumstances and when feel on top of the world.
We often mistake the highs of life for God’s blessing. We praise God for these things. And certainly God is worthy of all our praise. But can we muster that same praise for God when times are tough? Because in all of these times–the good and the bad–God is with us.
For Job, by the time we get to the end of this book, he had put God on trial. He cursed God, he blessed God, examined and cross examined God. And God finally replied by saying in chapter 40, “What do you really know, Job? Who do you think you are? Were you there when I created the earth? Do you know how my mind works?”
And Job realized just how little he knew. And he gave up. Job stopped interrogating God. God responded to Job’s demands, not by giving Job what he wanted but by reminding Job of his place in the universe. And what could Job say to that?
So Job relented. Job blessed God, and cursed God just as every person of faith had done before him.
We come from a long line of faithful followers of God who live in that mess–who live somewhere between the blessing and the cursing. Blessings and curses aren’t mere hashtags to be strewn about on social media. They are serious business. They are the heart of our faith and our questions. Blessing and cursing God means that we are still engaged with God, that we are still wrestling with a God we don’t fully know or understand. And that is a good thing.
Let us Bless the Lord. Thanks be to God.
The Fires of Gehenna
This is my first sermon preached as the Pastor at Frazer Mennonite Church near Malvern, PA.
Sermon based on Mark 9:38-50
In today’s unsettling text from the gospel of Mark is the second in a series of three teachings in this part of Mark. And it’s clear in this teaching that Jesus knows his disciples were not getting it. They did not understand what he had been saying all these years that they had been travelling together.
Now, each of the gospels portray Jesus a little differently. And the gospel of Mark is known for portraying Jesus as impatient and cranky. This gospel is also known for portraying the disciples as especially…slow to understand.
Jesus asked the disciples what they’d been talking about on the road, and the disciples sheepishly admitted that they’d been arguing about who was the best, most important disciple. And as soon as they say this, they had to know that this would get them into trouble with Jesus.
Was Jesus prone to eye-rolling? To exasperated groans? I don’t know, but if he was, this would have been a reasonable time to do that. Because these disciples were dense. They were not getting the lessons Jesus was trying to teach them.
So Jesus reminded them of the important principle: he said, “If you want to be first, you need to serve everyone.”
Can you hear the disciples agreeing with Jesus, maybe mumbling an apology to Jesus?
Now Jesus, not knowing how well they were understanding the message, decided to provide an example to them. He brought a child into their midsts, pointed to the child and said, “If you can welcome a child, it’s like you are welcoming me”.
You might imagine more nods and affirmations from the disciples. But then John had to open his mouth. John, the beloved disciple, just had to go and insert a defense of himself into the conversation, as if he had not even heard what Jesus had been teaching. “Jesus, guess what we did today? We saw someone that was casting out demons in your name, and we tried to stop him because he was not one of us. I’m still the best disciples, right Jesus?”
And this is where Jesus got angry. “What are you doing, John!” Don’t try to stop this! Anyone who does good in my name will be rewarded!”
And then Jesus turned to the disciples, “What are you doing? If you put a stumbling block or difficulty before someone less powerful then you, it’s better for you to die, than hurt one of these little ones.”
Jesus was not mincing words.
And this is where we get into the part of the story where Jesus started talking about poking out eyes, cutting off limbs, and the fires of hell. Maybe some parents are wondering if there should be a parental guidance rating on this text.
So, what is Jesus talking about here?
In order to understand what Jesus is saying we need to understand what hell is. Some translations of this scripture say “hell” and others more accurately read “the fires of Gehenna.” When we read this text, we’re tempted to think of this as the hell you might believe exists in the life after this. But the fires of Gehenna was an actual place that existed at the time that Jesus walked the earth. Jesus knew about it. The disciples knew about it.
Gehenna was a trash dump just outside of Jerusalem. And it was in perpetual state of burning. It was a place where animals went to die, a place where people threw away things they didn’t want or need any more.
Before it was a trash dump, it was believed to be a place where child sacrifices were made to pagan gods. It was absent of life, of kindness, of anything good. It was a desolate, evil, lonely place.
Jesus was not talking about the afterlife here. When Jesus is talking about hell in this text, he’s talking about a real place. A place that no one wanted to go in this life.
It was also a place where Jesus would eventually go. Gehenna, or hell, is believed to be right next to Golgatha, the place where Jesus would be crucified and die. The Apostles creed says of Jesus, “He descended in hell”, He went to Gehenna–a real place. A place of death and fire. A place no one ever wanted to go, in this life or the next.
After Jesus suggested that it would be better to die than to be a diversion to the powerless, Jesus entered into a speech about hell, the fires of Gehenna. After telling the disciples not to be a stumbling block to those weaker than them, he instructed the disciples what to do when a stumbling block, a diversion, was placed before them.
Jesus said–If your hand causes you to stumble, cut it off. It’s better to have one hand then to have two and end up in the unquenchable fire, the fires of Gehenna.
It’s curious to me that Jesus went from telling the disciples not to put a stumbling block in front of the vulnerable, to talking about stumbling blocks put in front of the disciples. It seems to me that Jesus was asking the disciples to put themselves in the shoes of the little ones, to understand what it might feel like to be turned away from what they seek. And Jesus seemed to be suggesting that if the vulnerable had a stumbling block placed in front of them, they ought to separate themselves from that, in order to be spared from hell.
Being away from the source of difficulty is better than being in hell, a place of human creation, and place that exists in real life, in real time, a place where nothing grows and where no one can live.
I’ve been thinking about hell this week as I’ve heard women publicly and vulnerably disclose their assault stories. Some of the things that women experience in trying to tell their stories are enough to send them right to hell, if they weren’t already there. In this life, hell is a place where nothing can live, where hope cannot be found. And there are plenty of times when Christians, good Christian people, have been stumbling blocks and barriers to women who have disclosed abuse. They’ve said to those that have shared their stories, “That could not have happened” or “I don’t believe you” or “why are you telling me this now?”. These Christians, in an effort to prove, like John, just how good they are, and how good their church is, have sent survivors into a hell of shame, of disbelief and of torment.
I have been thinking about my friend, who lived with Charlie and I for a time. He had just come out of rehab, and needed a place to stay while he was getting his life back together. One day when he came home from work, he begged me to stand in front of the door and not let him out. Hell was outside those doors, in the form of temptation and potential relapse. He knew hell was a place that was lonely and isolated, and he did not want to go back there. Addiction was his stumbling block, and he needed help to stay away from the thing that would send him back to hell.
I’ve been thinking about the hell of isolation and torment that our undocumented sisters and brothers face. They are separated from their children, they are incarcerated, they are afraid, all because this country we live in sees them as a liability, a burden, rather than the beloved children of God they are.
Historically humans are so good at sending each other to hell. In this country, in our relationships, even in church. We humans have the ability to do great damage, even in an effort to be good people.
I’ve met so many people that have been hurt by church, that have been disbelieved, that have been allowed to walk out the doors of the church feeling more alone than when they walked in, that have felt like a burden and a liability to their own faith community. Maybe you are one of those people. Maybe you bring your own wounds with you when you walk into this space.
And Jesus told the disciples, and Jesus is telling us today, “This is not who we are. This is not who I am. This is not what the church is supposed to be.”
In this text, Jesus instead calls the disciples to be salt. And I don’t think Jesus is calling us to be flavor, although wouldn’t it be nice if the church could be more flavorful, more spicy even? I think Jesus is referring to the medicinal uses for salt.
In the time of Jesus, salt was used to clean a wound, to heal the body. In the time of Jesus, salt was used to clear out infection.
Instead of sending people to hell, to lonely places and spaces, we can be the people that heal wounds and clear out infections.
That’s the kind of church I want for the world. The church that heals wounds and clears up infections. The church that welcomes brokenness and doesn’t make wholeness and purity a prerequisite for entry. The church that sees everyone as a gift, from the very young, to the oldest member, sees everyone as beloved of God.
That’s the kind of church God wants for the world. It’s the kind of people Jesus asked his disciples to be. Not the ones that are scrambling to be the best disciple, but the folks are willing to serve, the folks that commit to never put a stumbling block in front of others.
Because this stumbling block is high stakes. This stumbling block can send the vulnerable to hell, a place we humans have created, where there is no life, where it feels as if there is no hope and no healing.
We are disciples of Jesus, called to heal and to serve. Let us be those people, for a world that need much more healing, and much less hell. AMEN.
Stories of Earth, Water, Fire and Air
My first week at the new church, Frazer Mennonite Church, was the church retreat. I was given the challenge of telling four stories at the retreat–one about earth, water, fire and air. Here they are….
Bloom where you are planted
My grandfather had a saying, “Bloom where you are planted.” I remember learning about this saying from him when I was in high school. He had someone make two buttons with the saying on it–one for him and one for my mom. They both put them in their cars, right next to their visors above, so they would see it when they were driving.
It only occurred to me recently that my mom and grandfather must have had some sort of significant conversation about Bloom where you are planted. And it must have meant something to both of them, if they would both post these buttons prominently.
Bloom where you are planted.
This means that someone plants you somewhere. You don’t always get to choose. You don’t always have the best view or the best spot. But, according to this little saying, you have one job–BLOOM. Live. Do the thing you are made to do.
I’ve been thinking about my grandfather, my pop-pop, this week as I’ve settled into the church office. He would have loved the flowers and the garden on the property. He is the reason I have missed getting my hands in the dirt. He’s the reason I get excited about gardening. He’s the reason I love Jersey Corn and Jersey tomatoes.
It’s hard to imagine that this man I revered might have needed to be reminded to Bloom where he was planted. It’s hard to imagine that my strong mama may have needed to be reminded that her job was to bloom. Because, from where I sat, I only saw their blooms. I didn’t see the doubts and the questions. But given their need for this simple reminder, they may have wondered what God had in store for them, and what God was calling them to do and be.
This week, as I begin to serve as your pastor, I am also inspired by this motto of my grandfathers: Bloom where you are planted. Because this week I’ve been transplanted from one place to another. I’m excited for my roots to unravel in this Great Valley soil, and to be nourished by the waters of the rain that falls here. After the shock of the transplant has given way and the roots dig into the soil, I look forward to the opportunity to bloom here with you all.
The Last Will and Testament of Amy Anne Yoder
When I was 15, I spent a summer on a missions trip in the most indigenous tribal nation in the world–Papua New Guinea. PNG is made up of thousands of tribes and thousands of languages. Which meant there were a lot of communication issues.
Infrastructure was minimal. In order for my group of teens to get to the village of Wewak, we had to fly from Australia to PNG, take a small plane to the other side of the island, flying in some of the worst winds I’ve ever experienced in my life, take a 4 hour ride up a pot holed road in a DUMP truck full of kids and supplies, and then a 12 hour boat ride up the crocodile infested Sepic River.
It was an adventure. And I was sure I was going to die. I wrote out my last will and testament while I was there because between the plane ride, the boat ride and the truck ride, I thought, I’m never going to make it home.
My group of teens had 1 big project and one small one. The big one was to build a hospital. But in order to do that we actually have to make the blocks. We had the concrete and sand, but we needed to buy the gravel, which we couldn’t do for the first two weeks of the trip because we had offended the local tribe and they wouldn’t sell it to us.
So for two weeks, we made concrete blocks without gravel. I’m sure the hospital is not currently standing.
The other side project we had was to build a swinging rope bridge across the river. Because….crocodiles. Crocodiles were a big problem in this community. The locals did everything in the river. Bathe, drink, and other things. And they tried to do it where the current was strong because in still water the crocs could sneak up on you.
Those of us on the team had our own trouble in the water. Not only did we have to bathe in the rushing currents, but we also keep shoes on in the water because there were parasitic worms that would enter through the soles of our feet, and give us a lot of intestinal problems when we got home.
So a bridge was a good idea.
To build this bridge there were four ropes going across the river already. Two for the bottom part of the bridge, where we would take wooden slats and attach them to the ropes. And the top two ropes would be to hold on for your life.
In order to attach the wood slats to the ropes, it was my job to hang out on the bottom ropes with one rope under my knees, and holding on to the other rope with my hands. Once I was in position, I would squeeze my knees towards my hands, and the people with the wooden slats would secure the slats to the rope. And then I’d scooch out a little further, and it would continue until my arms and legs were numb.
One day, someone from the team was supposed to be cleaning out a canoe in the rushing water below. And he lost the canoe in the currents.
My adult leader looked at me, and said, “Go get it.” So, I swung my legs over the ropes, and let go. I fell feet first into the Sepic river, swam against currents and finally grabbed the boat, which was, by now, filled with water. I managed, with the help of a friends, to avoid crocodiles and bring the boat to shore.
I didn’t manage to die that year. The last will and testament of Amy Anne Yoder was not required. I didn’t get eaten by a crocodile. I didn’t get parasitic worms. But two weeks after we got home, the bridge fell down.
A Bad Idea
I’m always trying to think of interesting ways to try to explain Pentecost, especially to children. And one year, I had an especially brilliant idea. I would take a Chinese Lantern, and light it in the sanctuary, and allow it to graciously flow through the window and out into the atmosphere.
You know what a chinese lantern is, right? It’s a paper lantern, that requires a wick to be lit in it’s center. The heat from the lit wick will generate enough hot air to lift it.
I had one lantern, so I didn’t have a spare to test out ahead of time. But what could go wrong, right? This was a brilliant idea. And how amazing it would be to watch the fire go into the air, sending this fragile, flammable lantern into the sky.
I gathered the children by the open window in the sanctuary for children’s time, and set the wick alight, while carefully holding the lantern out of the window.
There were a few lighting issues, but then the wick really got going. And then the fire inside the paper lantern got big–fast. But I was still confident. This will definitely work. What could go wrong.
And then I heard the voice of little Henry behind me. “Um, Pastor Amy, this seems like a really bad idea.”
And I realized in that moment that it was more than a bad idea. It was definitely the worst idea I’d had for children’s time. EVER.
So, I let go of the paper lantern as it completely caught on fire. And it landed–safely–on the sidewalk below. No one was injured, no property was destroyed. But no one in that church ever felt safe near me with an open flame.
You are not Alone
I learned that my friend, Mark, died when I was in the South Hebron Hills of Palestine in 2013. I was walking into Firing Zone 918 with a delegation from Christian Peacemaker Teams, into land that was taken by the military for training purposes, but was still the home of several thousand rural Palestinian farmers.
Mark’s friends called me in the firing zone, and told me that at his death he was surrounded by friends who loved and held him as he passed to the other side.
Mark was a theatre professor at Eastern University, and a brilliant, albeit quirky man. Several years ago, he directed a version of the play, “My Name is Rachel Corrie,” based on Corrie’s journals. Rachel Corrie was a student and member of the International Solidarity Movement, a group that opposed the demolition of Palestinian homes in the West Bank and Gaza strip. She put her body in front of a bulldozer, acting as a human shield against the destruction of a Palestinian home, and was killed.
After the tears of the news of Mark’s death subsided, I lifted my head up and saw the beautiful desert landscape, I breathed in the dry desert air. The hills of South Hebron were stunning, especially as the sun was setting. The colors of the sky were transformed from blue to bright pink, orange and yellow. The distant sun reflected off the rocks, and they sparkled.
All along the bumpy path of the firing zone were Ebeneezers, places where people had stacked rocks to show the way. Some were regal and solitary, and others were short and seemed to multiply along the side of the path towards the tiny village of Al Fahkeet.
I saw these markers on the way, and thought of Mark’s journey toward shalom, towards wholeness and completeness after a long period of illness. All was being made clear for Mark now, and he could rest at his journey’s end.
Our journey in life is a journey toward shalom–towards God’s peace and wholeness. And all along that journey we meet people that show us the way. Sometimes they are landmark people–they are those big markers on our journey. Sometimes they are among a group of people that leave smaller markers on the path. But everyone we meet has the potential to change us.
So, it seemed appropriate (and I know it would be funny to him) that I heard the news, of Mark’s death when I was walking through a military firing zone in the West Bank of Palestine, a place that Rachel Corrie loved, a place that Mark taught me about in his art.
So, what else could I do in the Firing Zone but place my own Ebeneezer on the trail? I left a vibrant bracelet in an olive tree, a colorful sign of hope for the next traveler on this rocky path that says, “You are not alone, friend. You are going the right way. Sometimes the hard way is the most illuminating.”
You Will Be Found
Friends, this is my last sermon at Germantown Mennonite Church, and it’s based on Luke 15:1-10. In a few days, I begin a new ministry with the people at Frazer Mennonite Church in Malvern, PA.
I know a bit about being lost.
The first thing I know about being lost is that I really don’t enjoy it. I’m not one of those folks that is like, “We’re lost! That’s great! Adventure time!”
I’m usually more like, “I’m lost? What’s wrong with the GPS? How can this happen? We’re gonna be late!”
The other things about being lost is that I’m usually the last to realize that I am lost. And I will not ask for help. Charlie McGloughlin can testify to this, as can John Bergen. I’m sure I know where I am until I’m absolutely sure I don’t know where I am. And then it’s a crisis.
When I prepare to lead a Christian Peacemaker Teams trip, I spend a lot of time making sure I know how to get where we’re going. That’s not an easy task because using google map in Palestinian territories is nearly impossible. Many of the locations I visit literally can’t be found on any GPS, because Israel only recognizes Israeli territory on the GPS systems. So I take a lot of notes about which bus to take, landmarks and anything else I can find to make sure I know where I’m going.
But even with the best of directions, and the best notes, sometimes I take the wrong bus.
The first day of the delegation this year was my worst nightmare as a leader. I got us on the bus headed to Anata road. But the bus was actually to the village of Anata, more specifically the refugee camp of Anata, outside the city of Jerusalem and through a checkpoint.
The bus driver dropped us off in the center of this town that we weren’t supposed to be in, and sped off, and the group looked at me expectantly. I looked around for someone that could speak English. By the way, even though I hate asking for help, it’s an amazing experience to ask someone, “Do you speak English?” and have that activate an entire group of people to help me. This sort of thing never happens in this country.
One of the men in the group contacted his cousin, who spoke English, and I talked to him on the phone. I told him where I wanted to go, and he instructed me on how to get there.
So, I confidently began to climb a steep hill with the delegation. And a block in, I knew that I was in the wrong place. So, I started to look for help. “Do you speak English?” “Do YOU speak English?” I was hot, exasperated, and really embarrassed to be leading my delegation astray on the first day, when I found someone to ask….one more time. “Please…..do YOU speak English?”
The man didn’t speak English, but jumped into his car, began backing up the hill, and motioned for us to follow him.
What choice did we have? We were at his mercy. We were lost, and he found us. So, we followed.
The man excitedly backed into the driveway of his home, jumped out of the car, ran up the stairs to the entrance to his home, and then wildly gestured for us to come in.
In the United States, this is the beginning of a horror film. Cue the stabby music. But, what choice did we have? We were so lost.
We reluctantly entered the house and found this man’s family in the living room. They jumped up, offering us comfortable chairs, bottles of water and fans. And still, no one spoke English.
And then Islam entered. She was 22, beautiful in her colorful hijab, and radiating joy. She greeted us in perfect English, introducing herself, and all the other members of her family. The father, who brought us to the house, the mother (Reem), the sisters, brothers and Aunt.
Her family offered us classic Palestinian hospitality–tea, then coffee, then grapefruit juice, and sweets. Then, once we were all comfortable, hydrated and smiling, Islam asked, “Now where were you going?” I showed her the website for the organization we were visiting, and she called them. She laughed and said, “You are nowhere near where you are supposed to be”, which I knew. Islam instructed her father to call a van to pick us up, and we prepared to leave.
But this family was not done showing us love and hospitality. Islam’s mother, Reem, said to me, through her daughter, “Can you all come back? For dinner?”
By now we were all practically family. So how could I say no. We arranged to come back in a few days for dinner.
And as, you might imagine, the dinner was amazing, the hookah was top notch and the kinship was easy. The Issa family, even though we haven’t known them for long, are connected to me now in deep ways.
And this family that found us by pure accident is now our family. A few of us are hoping to be in Palestine next summer in time for Islam’s wedding. Because that’s what family does.
I don’t like being lost. Because I am not in control. But I can’t think of a better way to begin this year’s trip than to get lost in Anata. I can’t think of a better way to begin this trip than to be out of control, to be at the mercy of strangers, to be forced to rely on people and relationships rather than my GPS and my good planning.
Because when we are lost, we will be found.
This experience in Palestine this year feels very familiar to me. Because it reminds me of the ways I have felt found by this congregation.
I arrived here at this congregation in 1996, and I was very lost. And angry. And overhwelmed. I had just moved to Philadelphia with Charlie, and made big plans to do a rational, reasonable church search in Philadelphia. But, all that changed when I walked into 21 West Washington Lane.
I felt at home here the moment I stepped into this building. And there’s no reason I should have. There was a lot of crying that first Sunday. The kind of crying that should scare off new folks. The kind of crying about personal pain that leaves strangers feeling awkward and uncomfortable. But all I could think was, “My people! I found them!”
To try to describe the feeling of being found by this congregation only makes sense to a small group of people–usually it’s folks like me that have walked through these doors and described this place as “home.” I can look out into this room and see plenty of folks that have no other word for this feeling than…home.
This is home.
And it feels good to have been found by you. It feels good to know that even when I was busy making rational, reasonable plans, God laughed and dropped me at the door to this community. God showed me the green doors of Germantown Mennonite, and I knew I was home. I knew i was found.
And not just found, but celebrated, loved and cared for.
Y’all have celebrated with us when our babies were born, you rejoiced with each new job we’ve taken on, you’ve made us food (Rita–that chicken salad is legendary in our home, and Ruth Marino, your pies–delicious!), brought us flowers from your garden. You’ve sent cards, which in my opinion is an underappreciated spiritual gift. Beth Sutter remembers me on Mother’s day every year, because she knows how hard it is for me.
When I was lost, you found me. You showed me the way of Jesus, a way that is risky and daring doesn’t care what others think. And you celebrated with me, just as you have celebrated each other here.
Being found by all of you 22 years ago gives me the courage, the strength, and the certainty to get lost again. You give me the courage to get lost in a denomination that I’ve been taunting from the sidelines for the last year.
Because I know you will be here, finding each other, looking after each other, feeding each other, celebrating and grieving with each other. I know that you will be found.
And I know that I will be found. Wherever I go. Whether it be the suburbs, the village of Anata, or some other place I didn’t mean to end up. God will keep finding me, and God will keep finding you. And God will celebrate us all!
I don’t like getting lost. It’s a terrible, out of control feeling. But I have enough past experience to know that God’s going to keep finding me. And I have enough experience here at Germantown Mennonite Church to know that God will find you in this transition, in our national uncertainty, and in the chaos of our personal lives. God will find us. God is finding us. God will rejoice in finding us. AMEN.
Be Opened
Sermon preached at Germantown Mennonite Church
9.2.18
Based on Mark 7:24-37
Jesus was heading into Canaanite territory to take a respite from his work. He didn’t want to be noticed. But it was difficult for the Rabbi to be incognito in Tyre and Sidon. Because he wasn’t Canaanite. Jesus was an Israelite, a Jew, a Rabbi. And he probably stood out. He probably didn’t look or dress the like the Canaanites of the area.
He certainly caught the attention of one woman, who recognized Jesus right away. This woman, described as Syrophoenician in this text, and Canaanite in others, was Gentile, she was from the area, she spoke Greek, and she knew all about Israelite men. She knew of the long standing rivalry between Canaanites and Israelites, going back thousands of years to the time when Moses sent the Israelites into the promised land, a land flowing with milk and honey, and a land that happened to be already inhabited by Canaanites.
This woman knew that an Israelite man would take one look at her, and determine that he was better than she was, simply because of this conflict–inscribed into Israelite mythology–that went back millenia. It’s not something that Jesus was conscious of, but it was taught to his parents and their parents and theirs. This feeling of superiority went way back.
But this woman was desperate–her daughter was sick, and when your kid is sick or hurting, you do desperate things for them.
So she went to Jesus, who looked out of place, but who she thought she recognized, and asked him to heal her daughter.
Desperate words from a desperate woman.
Now, I’ve preached from this text pretty regularly. It’s one of my favorite stories. Each gospel tells it a little differently, but the common factor in this story is that Jesus’ ministry changed because Jesus met this woman. What started out as a reform movement for Judaism, became a movement that included all people–and, I believe that his ministry pivoted around this encounter.
Everything for Jesus changed after this encounter with the Canaanite woman. Jesus began to hang out with non-Jews, he began to heal them, to eat with them, to share life with them. All because this Gentile woman asked Jesus to heal her daughter.
I want to be careful here not to overlook the details of this encounter. Because it wasn’t an easy one for Jesus or the Canaanite woman. Because Jesus said some mean, un-thinking words to the woman. He compared her to a dog.
And the woman–even though she’s desperate for help–does not take this remark silently. She gave Jesus a comeback that changed his ministry. When Jesus called her a dog, she replied, “Even the dogs get the crumbs from the table.” Even we Canaanites deserve a little something, Jesus. We Canaanites are human, you know. We are more than the savage stories written in your holy book.
When I read this story–and it comes up in preaching every year–I notice the bravery of this woman. That’s important.
And I also notice that Jesus didn’t get indignant when this woman corrected him. He wasn’t mad. He didn’t say, “I didn’t mean it like that”, or “I don’t think you understood what I was saying,” or “Why does everyone have to be so politically correct nowadays.” He didn’t say, “Give me a break, lady, I’m working on my stuff.” or “You Canaanites are so touchy.” He heard her correction. He received her admonition. And he changed course because of it.
Jesus changed because this woman, this foreigner, called him out.
This call out from Jesus has me reflecting on these last decades here at Germantown. I’ve certainly received my fair share of call outs from you, from colleagues, from friends and family. I’ve been working on being grateful for them all. I certainly haven’t always taken them kindly. Some of them have made me angry, hurt my feelings and left me reeling for days and even weeks.
But in the end, these call outs have shown me my growing edges, have forced me to at least consider change, rather than digging in my heels.
And let’s face it, we cannot grow until we encounter other world views and perspectives that shake our own assumptions, that challenge the dominant, supersessionist language we use, and that force us to change.
The first queer people I met in college forced me to change. When one friend came out to me, and asked me, with tears in her eyes, “Am I going to hell because I love another woman?”, I had to change how I read the scripture, and how I understood love and desire.
When I met Jewish folks that called me out on the anti-semetic ways I read the text, I had to change how I read the scripture, and how I talked about other religious groups.
My first encounter with a Palestinian man happened here in this church, when we hosted Christian Peacemaker Teams meetings here in 2011. He reflected on the ways that Christian Zionism has made life difficult for his people on the other side of the world. I had to change.
Those behavior and perspective changes mean that life can’t go on as usual. I had to live differently because of this.
Jesus took the criticism of the woman. Because, she was right. There’s never a good or right reason to compare someone to an animal, to dehumanize them.
In fact, Jesus went as far as to say that this woman’s child had been healed because she called out Jesus. Jesus changed, this woman’s daughter was healed, and Jesus’ ministry turn a turn towards inclusion.
But this isn’t the end of the story. We read in the next story about how Jesus changed.
When Jesus left the region where he met this Canaanite woman, Jesus met more people that needed healing. And Jesus didn’t turn them away. In fact, Jesus, so transformed and moved by the encounter with the Canaanite woman, that he healed one person by putting his fingers in their ears, and uttering to the heavens “Ephphatha”, which means “be opened.”
This word, Ephphatha, is a Greek form of Aramaic, a language certainly used by the Canaanite woman. Jesus is so transformed by his encounter with the Canaanite woman, that he used her language, her dialect, to call out to their God.
This is no magic word. In fact, I wonder if this word is a reminder to Jesus that he must stay open. He must be opened by the encounters he has with those he met. In opening the ears of that person, Jesus himself knew how much more open his heart, his ears, his eyes and his mind needed to be as his ministry continued.
Be opened. Stay opened. Ephphatha.
Our inclinations in difficult encounters is to be closed, to protect ourselves from criticism, to save face and avoid looking like a jerk.
But what if we did the more difficult thing. What if we called ourselves to Be Opened. What if we called out to God for an openness, a willingness to change, a desire to be moved in an unknown direction.
Jesus was challenged by a foreign woman to see the work of God as bigger than just for the Israelites. She asked Jesus to see her humanity, to see that God’s love was for the Canaanites, the Kushites, the Midionites, the Romans, the Greeks, the colonized, the colonizers, the poor, the rich, the included and excluded.
Jesus saw in this encounter that he had a bigger project than he had even anticipated. And he took it on. He learned from his mistakes. He healed those he encountered. And he called on God–Ephphatha. Be opened. Stay opened.
Let us too be opened to call outs, because they show us our boundaries and limits. And they may even show us those places where we are being pushed. Ephphatha. Be. opened. Stay Opened. AMEN.
This is the Good News
Sermon Preached at Germantown Mennonite on July 29, 2018
Based on 2 Samuel 11: 1-15
The Bible is full of Good News. News of healing, liberation, justice, and a vision for a new way the world could be.
But there’s also a lot of bad news in the Bible. There are stories of people being hurt by the powerful, stories of enslavement, of sexual violence. Today’s story is a bad news story. It’s bad news for women, bad news for anyone in the service of the powerful.
This is a bad news story, but not an unusual one. We hear it in one form or another pretty regularly in the news. Powerful man, neglecting his duties, catches a glimpse of a woman and wants her, wants to own her and possess her. So, he sends for her and make it impossible for her to resist–he is, after all the most powerful person in the known world. And he finds a way not to directly kill this woman’s husband, but he put the husband in a position where he would surely die. So many aspects of this story sound familiar. Don’t they?
This is a story of bad news.
But there are places where this story is read and preached as good news. I recall hearing this story preached when I was a kid. And I wish I remembered it because it was a good teaching. I remember hearing this story as “Bathsheba was seducing and alluring King David, a man chosen by God to lead the people.” “Bathsheba wanted the King’s attention.” “Bathsheba was compliant with King David’s wishes because she knew she was part of God’s great scheme.”
I know I’m not the only one that heard that story interpreted like this. And I’m disgusted by this interpretation. Nowhere in the text does is say any of these things. Nowhere does it say that Bathsheba wanted attention, or asked for it. Nowhere does it say in the text that she was scheming, or trying to lure in the king. These are behaviors that have been put on the Bathsheba by the readers. And let’s be honest–they’ve been put on these text by powerful male theologians and preachers.
But, this is not what was happening in this story. Bathsheba was just taking a bath. Some biblical scholars have even made a case that she was “washing” on the roof–washing her hands, washing her clothes, washing her body–we don’t know. She was washing on her roof when all the men of the city–including the King–were supposed to be out fighting in a war. No one was supposed to see her because all the leaders, all the men, should have been out fighting in battle.
This is not a good news story.
In fact, it’s another story in a long line of stories of the leaders of Israel abusing their power, trying to possess and control women–to add them to a collection, a harem.
This is not a good news story, but it is not a surprising story. It’s one that’s played out in the news, in the courts, in our political drama. This is not a good news story. It’s just the news.
We have some indications that David’s behavior is not a surprise to the writer of the book Samuel. The author writes, “In the spring, the time that Kings go to war”. That is the most ho-him thing I’ve ever read. At the time that kings do what they do… It’s as if the author is preparing us for what we all expect–another abuse of power, another assault to the people who don’t even get to tell their own story.
To understand this comment about the king, we have to go back to earlier in the story and remember that the people wanted a king, but the prophets reminded them of what a bad idea it was, and how God wanted better for them. God could rule them instead–they didn’t need a king to lead them, a king that would surely be corrupted by power, wealth and their own selfish aims.
But they insisted. We want a king. And God got tired of fighting, and the prophets got tired of warning them of the eventual selfish narcissism of Kings, so God gave the people what they were sure they wanted.
So the people got their king, and the kings did what they do. They went to war.
And the people became accustomed to Kings taking who and what they wanted for their own pleasure and not thinking about anyone but themselves.
And this became so commonplace, and so bad, that even the author of the book of Samuel has fallen prey to the narcissism. He’s told the story of Bathsheba from the perspective of David. David saw, David wanted, David took. And sometimes, friends, we have fallen prey as readers, because we assume consent. We assume that Bathsheba would say yes, that she would be ok with this, that she would desire this.
But, in the story, we never hear a word from Bathsheba. But don’t be deceived, friends, we know she had something to say. We know she reacted, responded, had strong feeling about the whole experience. I can only assume that she wept when David took her, she wept when her husband was killed, she wept to be David’s favorite wife. Because it was not what she asked for. It was not was she desired.
We have read the scriptures to assume that because David did it, and David was God’s chosen one, that David was perfect, that David thought about his choices, cared about the people he led, desired only good things for them. We assume that David would mind boundaries, would care about Uriah at the very least, and would respect the bond between Bathsheba and Uriah.
But if this is caring about people, if this is leading people, there’s something very wrong here.
This is not good news.
This is abuse. What King David, the leader of God’s people, did to Bathsheba and Uriah was abuse.
Abusive behaviors take place when we fail to see the humanity in other people. This happened in the way that King David treated Bathsheba and her husband. And the abuse continues in the ways we tell the story, and in the ways we interpret the story, when we fail to see the humanity of Bathsheba, a woman with a voice, with feelings and with a complex inner life. The abuse continues when we do not put ourselves in her place, and witness for ourselves all the boundaries that have been transgressed.
The lack of humanity with which David treated Bathsheba, and the lack of humanity with which we have been told this story it is a symptom of a spiritual illness. It’s a narcissism that that insists on telling the story from the perspective of the powerful. It’s a narcissism that desires to be in David’s place, that wants to satisfy our own needs, rather that being present to the pain of others. This is the same narcissism that limits even the vision of the writers of the Hebrew scripture, who cannot manage–despite their gifted writing skills–to give this woman a voice.
The bad behavior of King David, and the flawed assumptions of the writers of theology are more than just troubling behaviors. The way some see this story as good news, rather than the bad news, bad behavior it is, gives us eyes that are untrained to see abuses in the church, in our families, in our communities, and in our political sphere.
Instead of seeing this as just bad behavior, can we see this as a deep need for humanity’s transformation in heart and mind. Instead of seeing this as part of God’s plan, can we see this as David’s deep spiritual illness, despite being labelled as “God’s chosen one.”
The only way we can address this sickness of heart and mind is to bring it to the light. We name David’s abuse of Bathsheba, and all the ways that this went against what God desires for humanity, and it continues with the ways that we have been trained to accept it, condone it, or ignore it in scripture.
We name and bring into the light the abuses of theologians like John Howard Yoder, famous Mennonite ethicist, who sexually abused countless female students and colleagues, all while framing it in a theological construct of “love.” We name the ways that his theological framework did damage to a generation of women in the Mennonite denomination who tried to speak out and who were silenced because John Howard Yoder was “God’s chosen”.
We name and bring into light the abuses of our politicians whose behaviors we’ve ignored because we’ve been enamored with their public persona.
And we even have to name and bring into light the ways that–yes, even in this church–patriarchy rears its head when some women are only asked to be in the kitchen and some men are only asked to be trustees.
The ways we fail to see the full breadth of humanity of each other does damage to our spirits. It is a spiritual illness. And God calls us back. God calls us not to the way of kings. God calls us back to God’s side, back to that place where we are fully seen and known, not as a thing to be possessed but as a person with a name, a voice, talents, opinions and agency. God calls us back to our full humanity, a place where we are treated with dignity, a place where our talents and gifts are understood and respected.
We were not born to be possessed, to be owned. We were not born to assert power over others. We were born to be seen and known by God and each other. We were created to be loved and to love each other in our full humanity.
This is the good news. This is the good news. AMEN.
Welcoming the Stranger, then and now
This piece was originally published here.
Germantown Mennonite church is the oldest Mennonite church in North America, founded in 1683 in Philadelphia. These early Mennonites did not come to seek safety from persecution, in contrast to the typical early Mennonite narrative in this country. They came to build business opportunities on the Native American trade route now known as Germantown Avenue. They used Lenape land and the Wissahickon River to build and power their paper and linen industries in a burgeoning colony.
These early entrepreneurs participating in William Penn’s religious experiment knew their experience in their German homeland was relatively peaceful, and their immigration experience was unusual; however, their Mennonite siblings in the German countryside were less fortunate. They were being persecuted economically and physically. So, when the Mennonite farmers from rural Germany began to arrive by the boatloads in Philadelphia, the Germantown Mennonites offered them hospitality before they headed out to the Native American lands we now know as Skippack, Franconia and Lancaster. Some of these families would winter with the Mennonites of Germantown, and at the first sign of spring, they would continue their journey toward a permanent home.
This was always a little disappointing to the Mennonites of Germantown. They would have loved for their farming friends to stay with them in Germantown and build their Philadelphia Mennonite community. But this is not what the Mennonite farmers had in mind. They wanted an opportunity to build their own community and farm new land in peace.
There was also the matter that the urban and rural Mennonites did not see eye to eye theologically. The Germantown Mennonites were not ones to wear plain clothes. In fact, some of the the urban Mennonites were downright garish in their dress. There are stories of one particular silk maker in the Germantown congregation that would wear a beautiful, colorful silk coat down the muddy street, an affront to rural Mennonite sensibilities.
So while Germantown’s hospitality was appreciated, it was not a place where the next wave of Mennonites wanted to make a home. They were not made for city living. They wanted their freedom and independence expressed in a quieter rural life.
In 21st century-Philadelphia, the Mennonites of Germantown continue to live in freedom and security, but a new wave of Mennonites have moved here from Indonesia and Latin America. They have come to this country seeking safety, like the waves of 17th century-Mennonites headed to quiet land to farm. This time they are staying, and making their homes in South Philadelphia.
I met Pastor Aldo Siahaan of Philadelphia Praise Center in 2010, when Indonesians and Latinexs were moving to this country in waves, because their lives were in danger back home. It was immediately clear to me that the story of Germantown and of this new Mennonite congregation were connected.
Siahaan leads a community of immigrants (documented and undocumentsed) from Indonesia who were escaping religious persecution, and he shared his worship space with a community of undocumented folks from Mexico and Central America who were escaping extreme violence and poverty. These new Mennonites are no less deserving of Germantown’s hospitality than that first wave settlers from Germany and Switzerland who were looking to worship, work, raise their family and be a part of a community in this new-to-them place.
At Pastor Siahaan’s urging, Germantown Mennonite Church joined New Sanctuary Movement, an immigrant-led organization working to make sure undocumented folks in Philadelphia are safe. The work with New Sanctuary Movement means that when a family is taken into sanctuary in a congregation, Germantown Mennonite Church shows up to welcome them and bless them.
In December, Carmela and her four children were taken into sanctuary in a North Philadelphia church, and people of faith from all over the city came to cheer for Carmela, to commit to pray for her and her family, and to bless her with our prayers and love. And when Carmela made the brave decision to allow her children to go to school – even though they faced deportation – we showed up with balloons, signs of support, prayers and songs to welcome those children back into some sort of normalcy.
Christian hospitality for immigrants now means that when Elias and Brady, teenage immigrants from Honduras, go to court to petition for asylum, Germantown Mennonite folks show up to offer prayer and presence. My Spanish is terrible, and Elias and Brady are still learning English, but they know who I am, and we greet each other at every court date with hugs and smiles. And when they come over for lunch, even though we have to communicate with a translator, we manage to find a shared language in our love of World Cup football.
Christian hospitality means that when we Mennonites of Philadelphia get together to plan our yearly joint Pentecost service, we work hard to make sure that immigrant voices and stories are shared and heard widely. Just because Germantown was the first Mennonite church in Philadelphia doesn’t mean we have a monopoly on Mennonite theology or identity. The newest wave of Mennonites in Philadelphia have so much to teach us about what it means to follow Jesus.
There are clear difference in what welcoming the stranger looks like now versus 300 years ago. Immigrants have many more hurdles, and face much more difficulty living and surviving in this rich nation. They know the persecution the early Mennonites faced. Like the early Mennonites, they know that if they stayed in their homeland they could be next to die. Why else would folks risk their lives and endure the indignities of the immigration system, if they could find safety in their country of origin? In the words of poet and immigrant Warson Shire, “No one leaves home, unless home is the mouth of a shark.”
While the first Mennonites to settle in Philadelphia weren’t seeking safety from persecution, we were connected to our 17th-century Anabaptist siblings, and knew that those who came after us were living in fear. We knew their persecution was ours too. In the 21st century, it’s no different. There is a sizable immigrant community in Philadelphia; our 21st-century response should be no different than it was 334 years ago. Their persecution is ours, and their liberation is ours too.
What looked like a riot…..
Sermon Preached on 5.20.18
Based on Acts 2:1-21
Sometimes people see what they want to see. Sometimes folks hear what they want to hear.
What is a peaceful protest to one person is a violent clash in the eyes of another.
What is an honest expression of fears and doubts to one person is a personal failing in the eyes of another.
One person’s good boundary setting is another person’s lack of compassion.
One person’s difficult decision can be seen by another as selfishness.
Cursing is an offense to some, but to others is the only way to get to the sharp, painful mess they are struggling to articulate.
It’s all in who is watching and listening, and what they are trained to see and hear.
Sometimes we just see what we want to see. Sometimes folks hear what they want to hear.
This week while the US embassy was opened in Jerusalem, thousands of Palestinians were continuing their month long “March of Return” at the border fence in Gaza. They were marching to protest the blockade that prevents supplies from coming in and out of Gaza, and to demand to return home. Conditions in Gaza are unlivable. Most water is contaminated, food is scarce and there is no work, and no way to support a family there. Reports began to come out saying that Palestinians in Gaza were dying in the clashes against military. But there were no clashes. There were protests on one side of a fence, while the military on the other side shot into the crowds inside Gaza–Killing at least 62, and injuring over one thousand.
Sometimes people just see what they want to see. What confirms their narrative, and their suspicion of others.
Our text today is the story from the inside of the Pentecost experience. The writer, Luke, was in the room where it happened. And he watched as the disciples gathered and prayed, and as the spirit descended on them like fire. He listened as those in the room as they began to speak in other languages, unable to control the words coming from their mouths. He bore witness to the disciples into the room speaking words to people that they had never met before from places they had never before visited, in languages they had never studied.
Luke testified to what he saw as someone close to the action, as someone that saw this pentecost day from the beginning, from fear in the upper room to a spark of the divine, to languages being spoken and people understanding.
What a chaotically joyful day that must have been.
The folks that could hear and understand were other folks that were oppressed by the Roman empire. All of those bizarre names of people groups listed in this passage were regions under Roman rule. So the spirit, which set the hearts and heads of the disciples on fire, was speaking to other communities under occupation.
I’m sure the Roman occupiers saw this chaotic display. And from their perspective, this gathering would most certainly be a threat. I’m sure that the Roman Newspapers would have reported this event as an uprising of occupied peoples from all over the empire, threatening to set the empire on fire. Or perhaps they would describe this as a terrorist group.
People see what they want to see. They hear what they want to hear.
And the spirit doesn’t care what it looks like. The spirit is not concerned with optics or perception. The spirit knows what she’s doing when she fills a space, when she rushes into the spaces where we pray, when she descends on the baptized with a call to go forth.
When Peter went out to the crowd he began to preach. Or more, specifically he began to quote the prophet Joel, saying:
In the last days it will be, God declares,
that I will pour out my Spirit upon all flesh,
and your children shall prophesy,
and the young shall see visions,
and the older shall dream dreams.
I will pour out my spirit on all people, regardless of status,
and they shall prophesy.
Peter was quoting scripture to explain what was happening in this chaos. He was the Public Relations officer for the early church. There was prophesy, visioning and dreaming. The spirit was being poured out onto the disciples, onto the old and young, giving them a vision for the future.
The children were sharing their visions of the future together, one without occupation and violence. The young were visioning God’s reign while the old were sharing the dreams they had held since childhood. And together, in a great cacophony of sound, the church was born. A mess of genders, races, cultures, unified by their shared experience of occupation under the Roman Empire, unified by their desire to follow Jesus, who taught them how to live eternal life, a life without fear.
These folks, filling the streets of Jerusalem with the sounds of many languages, were most certainly a threat to the empire. I’m sure neighbors ran for security, because there was an unlawful gathering, and people were BBQ where they shouldn’t. I’m sure some wondered if there were criminals in the crowd that were violating parole. Maybe others wondered about the documentation of all of these foreigners gathered in the streets. Maybe the crowds of displeased that gathered to watch this Pentecost spectacle screamed, “You are in the Roman empire, speak Greek!”
Now I like a well organized worship service as much as the next person. I feel safe in it. I feel in control. But the church did not begin in a controlled environment. And the church does not have life when we strangle it with our control, our order and our organization.
The church was born into a mess. It was born into a moment when every one of them in the street was seen as a threat to those in power. It was born into complete chaos and disarray. There in that mess the church was born in fire and wind. And here in the mess of life the church continues to be reborn, renewed, and transformed.
So let’s embrace the mess of life in the church, where the songs aren’t perfect, and the words aren’t always polished, where we sometimes arrive late with uncombed hair or mismatched socks. Let’s embrace this messy life, and seek out more mess, the kind that challenges our notions of what it means to follows Jesus, of what it means to be a peacemaker, of what it means to see the world from a position of power. Because there in that chaotic mess, the church is being reborn. And those birthing pains are real. The spirit groans and writhes and spins, and the church is born again.
People will see what they want to see. They will hear what they want to hear. But we will know that in the chaotic mess of fire and wind and languages, the spirit is alive. We know that. AMEN.